May 16, 2005 15:02
I think I like working out. It's a mixture of body and mind power, and a whole bunch of will, and it keeps you healthy. I think I'm going to be a lot more healthy from now on. I'm going to start eating sort of healthy, and I'm going to work out at least once a day. I'm going to go for twice a day. Once when I get home from school, and another right before I go to bed. That way, I'll slim down a bit, and I'll sleep better. Also, I'm hoping that maybe my body will feel better in general.
This could be a good thing for me.
Also, since I got back from Europe, I've been staying in contact with my tour guide. His name is Mark, and he's one of the most intellectual, and understanding people I know. He's very into his religion, and he's very philisophical. He's an entity, because although he loves his religion, he came to that faith through research and understanding. For example- He knows the church is corrupt, but also feels that it does good. He also knows that the bible is 70% full of shit, and he only uses it as a moral reference, not as a factual guide that some people do. And also, he's combined a lot of Buddhism beliefs into what he follows now, and he's a very peaceful man.
Not only that, but Mark loves to hear about what other people believe in, and he dosn't judge you. Not at all. He won't even get upset if you slander his god, or his beliefs. He'll just ask you why you say that and move on. He's extraordinary, because he's devoted all his life to this religion, and under no circumstances will he force it upon you. He repects whatever you do or don't believe in. A wonderful man. I'm glad to know him, because I believe I'll be a calmer, more pleasant person for it. He makes me more understanding. I think we're learning from each other.
Ryan is home! For the summer, at least. It's been so hard spending months away from him with only seeing him sometimes for a day or two in between. But I think he's worth it. Sometimes I doubt it, and I think that no matter how much I love him that I can't keep going through it, but he makes me so happy when I'm with him. I'm glad I waited so long for him. From what I can see, we're going to be with each other for a very long time. I love him so, so much.
Road test tomorrow!! Samie is going to be a driving woman! Hopefully, at least. It's tomorrow at 10:00am. I've heard some horror stories, and I'm kind of nervous, but I'm confident in myself.
Daddy and Mini have been going well. She is so head over heals for him that it gets kind of annoying. I mean, the woman is planning the rest of her life with my father in mind. It's cute, but kinda....eh. I dunno. I love the woman, so I really wouldn't mind if my dad spent the rest of his life with her, but I dunno about my dad...I'm not sure of his feelings toward her. I know he likes her, but I don't know if it's at the caliber that her feelings are. I dunno...we'll see.
SAT's are June 4th. Chase is taking them with me. I need Blair to come through with that SAT Prep book.
Well, that's enough for now. Cheers.