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i dont know what to say.
i just see your face and i swear i'm puddy.
your kisses make me weak and no other boy can compare.
no one kisses like you nor makes love to me the way you do.
sometimes i wish we could escape this place together.
that you'd get better and i know you would with me by your side.
when we practically lived together you were doing good.
this town has got you so down i can't bare it.
it brings me down too just because i let it.
i saw your face react to me today.
you hate seeing me fall and wish you could protect me.
i get the same reaction when i see you do the same.
i just want us to get away from here.
build a place where we could live and none of this bullshit.
you'd work for your aunt and i'd be in grad school.
you're the only man my heart beats for.
i'd like to promise that one day it'd be like it used to.
where i'd sleep and wake up to you.
where i'd come home, i'd pick you up to go grocery shopping,
then we'd cook together.
having fun in the kitchen...
times when it just felt like i was alive...
when we were alive and all we needed was our love to make us high.
when things felt as if they'd never end.
fucking too good to be true...
instead i moved to this town that you warned me about
and you moved here too.
except everytime we try it just gets ruined.
i hate your friends here and the drugs that influence this.
i hope you're trying hard i really want to see you start college this spring.
i guess there's tons of words i'd like to say to you, but i don't have enough courage to let it all out, again.
i guess i'm just hoping it'll stay this way for now at least.
seeing you here in my bed...the massages...the movies...perhaps maybe even the kisses.
i just want to lay in your arms forever.
when nothing else would phase me and i wouldn't want the things i'm doing now.
cause it gets me nowhere and you believe in me so well
i'd want to make you proud but i keep fucking up and i see it in your eyes how
i disappoint you just like the way you disappoint me.
sigh
sometimes i wonder why i keep on...
my fucking heart never wants to let go...
everytime i try it comes running back to you.
and if i hold back you're running back to me.
knocking down the door to make sure i'm there.
sigh
i don't know anymore....
i just see your face and i swear i'm puddy.
your kisses make me weak and no other boy can compare.
no one kisses like you nor makes love to me the way you do.
sometimes i wish we could escape this place together.
that you'd get better and i know you would with me by your side.
when we practically lived together you were doing good.
this town has got you so down i can't bare it.
it brings me down too just because i let it.
i saw your face react to me today.
you hate seeing me fall and wish you could protect me.
i get the same reaction when i see you do the same.
i just want us to get away from here.
build a place where we could live and none of this bullshit.
you'd work for your aunt and i'd be in grad school.
you're the only man my heart beats for.
i'd like to promise that one day it'd be like it used to.
where i'd sleep and wake up to you.
where i'd come home, i'd pick you up to go grocery shopping,
then we'd cook together.
having fun in the kitchen...
times when it just felt like i was alive...
when we were alive and all we needed was our love to make us high.
when things felt as if they'd never end.
fucking too good to be true...
instead i moved to this town that you warned me about
and you moved here too.
except everytime we try it just gets ruined.
i hate your friends here and the drugs that influence this.
i hope you're trying hard i really want to see you start college this spring.
i guess there's tons of words i'd like to say to you, but i don't have enough courage to let it all out, again.
i guess i'm just hoping it'll stay this way for now at least.
seeing you here in my bed...the massages...the movies...perhaps maybe even the kisses.
i just want to lay in your arms forever.
when nothing else would phase me and i wouldn't want the things i'm doing now.
cause it gets me nowhere and you believe in me so well
i'd want to make you proud but i keep fucking up and i see it in your eyes how
i disappoint you just like the way you disappoint me.
sigh
sometimes i wonder why i keep on...
my fucking heart never wants to let go...
everytime i try it comes running back to you.
and if i hold back you're running back to me.
knocking down the door to make sure i'm there.
sigh
i don't know anymore....