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talked to my ex yesterday
i lied about having a fiance so he'd leave me alone
supposedly he got his ged, his license, and a car.
is going to go to college for administrative business...
i congratulated him and what not, but it felt weird.
i blurted out fiance cause i didn't want him back in my life.
then he tried to get me jealous using his ex gf.
my current bf makes me happy, but the pessimistic side is wondering for how long?
geez, i'm terrible.
i feel like that clerks movie...i'm dante trying to patch things with my ex secretly when i should just realize veronica is amazing.
-le sigh-
i hate this. forget my ex he'll never give me what i want or need.
it could be just lies so i would fall back for him.
he told me he's never felt to hurt since it didn't take me long to move on from him.
i haven't really gotten over him, but i know i deserve better.
my current bf helps me in ways of bettering myself than anyone has ever helped before.
he's my clutch. the best friend i never asked for, but got.
sigh, i've never felt this way before.
so why would i even think to risk it?
i don't want to be a stupid girl. =/
i lied about having a fiance so he'd leave me alone
supposedly he got his ged, his license, and a car.
is going to go to college for administrative business...
i congratulated him and what not, but it felt weird.
i blurted out fiance cause i didn't want him back in my life.
then he tried to get me jealous using his ex gf.
my current bf makes me happy, but the pessimistic side is wondering for how long?
geez, i'm terrible.
i feel like that clerks movie...i'm dante trying to patch things with my ex secretly when i should just realize veronica is amazing.
-le sigh-
i hate this. forget my ex he'll never give me what i want or need.
it could be just lies so i would fall back for him.
he told me he's never felt to hurt since it didn't take me long to move on from him.
i haven't really gotten over him, but i know i deserve better.
my current bf helps me in ways of bettering myself than anyone has ever helped before.
he's my clutch. the best friend i never asked for, but got.
sigh, i've never felt this way before.
so why would i even think to risk it?
i don't want to be a stupid girl. =/