The good and the bad.
Last night, I mentioned to Brad how i feel, about how I'm so scared to get close to someone because I fear they will leave me. It's not that i think he would leave me intentionally, but the military could always relocate him. Thoughts of this came when he mentioned that in May he has to take a Sgt.'s test, and if he passes he is afraid he will get orders to relocate. So I asked him to purposly fail the test. the only problem with this is that if he is suspected of purposly failing he gets punished by the military. Brad's a smart guy. He'll be okay...the relationship will be okay.. [i hope.]
There is some good news. This saturday Liz may let brad and I sleep at her place. her mom would gladly cover- and me and brad would have basically the entire weekend together, which would be very nice. My mom doesnt care, but she also doesnt know that Brad and Sean, and possibly Ezra will be there too. Ah well I'm almost 18. she can fuck herself. :)
Off to work.
There is some good news. This saturday Liz may let brad and I sleep at her place. her mom would gladly cover- and me and brad would have basically the entire weekend together, which would be very nice. My mom doesnt care, but she also doesnt know that Brad and Sean, and possibly Ezra will be there too. Ah well I'm almost 18. she can fuck herself. :)
Off to work.