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whats a livejournal?
ive been meaning to write here for a while. i lost touch with the whole journal aspect. i actually started enjoying my social life again a little bit, and hating it at the same time. when i was back in pittsburgh, before i left... i noticed i was detaining myself away from everyone and generally being all depressed. all i did was play video games and go out for beer. i totally seperated myself from the people i loved most. i miss my friends in pittsburgh hard. i pretty much do the same shit down here except for seperating myself. i dont really get to meet anyone new though.
i cant really figure out why i cant walk up and talk to new people. i have no problem if im in a group, or if i just meet the person. socially though, im retarded. i saw a really hot girl today at the supermarket. i should have just said hi, but my eyes dart to the floor instead. i want to kick my own ass so bad nowadays. im not getting any fucking younger, and my options arent getting any broader.
why can't someone just talk to me first?
is it so hard to ask for someone to make ME feel like a good person every here and there?
aside from that inane bullshit -
i hung out with my ex girlfriend trish a few weeks ago
i shipped my first console game
i started working on Dead Head Fred
i finished a cartoon of my friend carey, and his wife to be, amy - a week or three ago - i'm also in the wedding.
i bought a nintendo ds and entirely too many games for it
i'm getting a massage at work tomorrow, accompanied by a paycheck and a bonus check
my side hurts really bad. i just farted, and im about to leave my apartment to go drink blue moon and play some video games.
good eve.
ive been meaning to write here for a while. i lost touch with the whole journal aspect. i actually started enjoying my social life again a little bit, and hating it at the same time. when i was back in pittsburgh, before i left... i noticed i was detaining myself away from everyone and generally being all depressed. all i did was play video games and go out for beer. i totally seperated myself from the people i loved most. i miss my friends in pittsburgh hard. i pretty much do the same shit down here except for seperating myself. i dont really get to meet anyone new though.
i cant really figure out why i cant walk up and talk to new people. i have no problem if im in a group, or if i just meet the person. socially though, im retarded. i saw a really hot girl today at the supermarket. i should have just said hi, but my eyes dart to the floor instead. i want to kick my own ass so bad nowadays. im not getting any fucking younger, and my options arent getting any broader.
why can't someone just talk to me first?
is it so hard to ask for someone to make ME feel like a good person every here and there?
aside from that inane bullshit -
i hung out with my ex girlfriend trish a few weeks ago
i shipped my first console game
i started working on Dead Head Fred
i finished a cartoon of my friend carey, and his wife to be, amy - a week or three ago - i'm also in the wedding.
i bought a nintendo ds and entirely too many games for it
i'm getting a massage at work tomorrow, accompanied by a paycheck and a bonus check
my side hurts really bad. i just farted, and im about to leave my apartment to go drink blue moon and play some video games.
good eve.