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i hate this. i hate that chris is in another country, aruba, and he can't call me. i hate it. he called me last night from the hotel which costs circa one gagillion dollars. it was sweet though because he called to tell me about his day and fill me in for the rest of the week since i wouldn't be able to talk to him the whole week and he just basically called to say i love you and goodnight. what made it extra cute is that he's paying for that phone call and that made me realize how much he really cares. and he's willing to pay for everynight just to say goodnight and stuff but i strongly advised him not to because that's too much money and he needs to save his money to buy me a nice birthday present because i'm buying him a nice one. (ipod shuffle and case). haha, shit i'm a bitch.
not talking to chris for over 24 hours completley, like no IM, no phone, no texting, no seeing--- it makes me think like what would happen if we broke up or i didn't have chris... who would i talk to at night. who's voice would i listen to in bed. who would tell me they loved me :( and make me have sweet dreams because when we stop talking at night is so close to when i fall into a deep sleep and actually remember my dreams. who, WHO!??!
fuck, chris has spoiled me rotten.
not talking to chris for over 24 hours completley, like no IM, no phone, no texting, no seeing--- it makes me think like what would happen if we broke up or i didn't have chris... who would i talk to at night. who's voice would i listen to in bed. who would tell me they loved me :( and make me have sweet dreams because when we stop talking at night is so close to when i fall into a deep sleep and actually remember my dreams. who, WHO!??!
fuck, chris has spoiled me rotten.