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Ugh today I had to work my two jobs again. I work for a day camp in the woods and for Wendy's. What the fuck! Shirley is my worst enemy. I was supposed to smoke up with Syed and Janee but Marlene (manager) just had to make us get back to work. I'm exhausted. I need cigarettes. And I need my period to end already. I just keep thinking about Israel...I can't believe I'm actually going...and by myself.
Not only am I scared...but I feel like something is going to happen and I won't be able to go. It just seems too good to be true. Or I will go there and something fucked up will happen. I'm also very nervous because they haven't had a terrorist attack there in a while...which means it's coming soon.
I think I'm too used to the woods. Right now, there is this ugly nasty bug crawling on my monitor and I'm not doing anything. Normally, I would scream or kill it.
I'm tired bored and hungry...Well, I'm always hungry...and tired...
Shani bought me this cool ring from the Salem Witch museum thing in Boston. It has a cool skull thing on it.
I miss Uri, and the JCH people, and drinking, and being able to afford cigarettes. And when Anthony used to talk to me.
Not only am I scared...but I feel like something is going to happen and I won't be able to go. It just seems too good to be true. Or I will go there and something fucked up will happen. I'm also very nervous because they haven't had a terrorist attack there in a while...which means it's coming soon.
I think I'm too used to the woods. Right now, there is this ugly nasty bug crawling on my monitor and I'm not doing anything. Normally, I would scream or kill it.
I'm tired bored and hungry...Well, I'm always hungry...and tired...
Shani bought me this cool ring from the Salem Witch museum thing in Boston. It has a cool skull thing on it.
I miss Uri, and the JCH people, and drinking, and being able to afford cigarettes. And when Anthony used to talk to me.