Tonight unlike all the others:
I feel a since of having become whole. I hung out with my uncle whom moved to Colorado to be with his wife, now he's here to find a job so they can live up here. Today we hung out and just visited, it was nice to watch how he acts now compared to his younger days. He was calm and sometimes shocked me when he spoke quietly and with such emotion. I was at my cousins and visited her, and then went on to come home. I am home now and was outside for a moment. I feel like all those years of being in hells kitchen are now gone and done with. Almost all of them. As I meandered through my house I thought on this. I smiled, and sighed, and had a headache. Maybe it is just me facing the years and grains of music. I am moving on though.