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She turned 5 months old yesterday, I can't believe it at all. It's just crazy. It seems like just yesterday she was born and she's already almost been here for half of a year, and she really is getting bigger! She loves to laugh at stupid things, and she loves to smile and "talk". She also loves to play in her Jumperoo. She just found out today that she loves to sit in the shopping cart when we're at the store. lol Time to get that shopping cart cover thing!
Last night the glider broke that we got for her room. It hardly was used but broke. So we called the store and they allowed us to get a brand new one for free. We actually got a better one that had pink cushions, which now matches her room perfectly! It's so much nicer than the one we had, even though it was made by the same company. It's the same glider, just an updated version and the only other version they had. Yay. Time to put that together tomorrow. lol I also have to get to Babies R Us. So many coupons I got in the mail, and I can save so much money!! I love Babies R Us. lol Me <-- dork.
This morning when I was in the car going to the place to exchange the glider, I was listening to the radio and it was nice out, the sun was out, and all of a sudden I just got this flashback to this time last year. I realized how lonely I am now. Well, lonely in a way. I'm confused. I know everyone is tired of me talking about this, but I know I have to talk about stuff like what I'm feeling. I just miss him and I know I'll never be the same. I'll always be like this because I'm always going to love him in some way because we just have that one connection; Alayna. I really just wish he'd come to see her. I want her to know him and I fear that won't happen.
I'm going to be 21 in 10 days, actually. :) Exciting! I don't know what I'm going to end up doing, but I'm going to be 21. Woo... Well, I have to get going...I'm exhausted and since I"m off tomorrow, I want to try getting some more sleep. :)
Goodnight.
This is how she sleeps now. On her side. I always turn her over, but she goes back to her side.
Eating her bunny's ear
In her big girl car seat
