What Happened?
Lately, I've been getting this terrible feeling. That one feeling that makes your back shiver and arms go numb and get boosebumps. It's not so much from the cold as it is probably the stress I put on myself. My friends seem to think, from what I can see, that I'm just a second hand friend. Like when no one else is around, I'm here. I'm cast off to the side until I'm wanted or needed. I get used and then dropped for the hint of a girl or something better then me. Also I seem to be an easy target for anything. You want to hit me? Apparently that's fun to do. You want to criticize every little thing someone does? Me again. I don't get it, if I'm interested in something, aren't your friends suppose to be there to back you up? I got the feeling a few weeks ago I'd lose the group I'd come to love. I was reassured that wouldn't happen. Funny how I always have a knack for pointing out bad things that will happen. It would be a miracle if something would go right for me for once. I'm guess it just comes down to that I'm really really really hurt by losing those who I held close. in two words, It sucks.