Oct 07, 2010 22:03
i don't really want to write right now. i'm afraid of what might come out. but really? maybe it needs to come out. maybe i need to let go of it...but who wants their thoughts splashed across the internet? who wants the world to know their hurts?
some do i guess. not i.
so school is going ok. i love it actually. kinda rough when it comes to algebra. but the rest is smashing! i am in the honor's program which means i am special. and smart. haha. not really. i don't think it means anything unless i make something out of it. i am hoping to get pretty involved though. honors and internationals are two main areas of interest i have developed here at tech. and i'm still developing. so i'll give more updates when i have something substantial to say. all i have for now is that i am perpetually hungry. like, all the freakin time...
different topic...
once again the words from keith anderson's awesome song have proved themselves true: "i never knew til you were gone how many pagees you were on." why is it always like that? i try not to, but i miss him. so much. so often. so deep.
but this is good for me. i know i will grow.
and i found a song today that describes so much of my life. i love it....rise above this, by seether.
k. the end.