Sep 14, 2009 00:39
i hate to say this, but i wasted a couple hours of my day doubting. >:-/
not really my ideal way of spending my time, but sumhow i wouldnt let God take my fears. i wouldnt believe.
why?
id forgotten that my God is my loving Dad. my sovereign King. my careful Protector. my master Planner.
why?!
why do i forget these amazing truths and get lost in the maze of doubt when He has provided so much for me to trust?
why dont i believe Him when He says that He will with hold nothing good from me and the everything He gives me is good?
why do i lose sight of the One who gave me my sight?
why dont i "cover my mouth" and let my eyes see the One my ears have heard about?
why am i so afraid?!
but He has given me a little faith. i cant forget that. and He gives me these small trials to build my faith.
so i am content.
i will count it all joy that i have fallen into this temptation, cuz the trying of my faith produces endurance and if i let endurance have its perfect work, i will be complete, lacking nothing.
isnt that the goal in the first place?