sad song last dance
and noone knows who the band was...
i love that it's almost halloween. everywhere the leaves on the trees are dying and falling as though they were on fire, the air is getting colder and everywhere you look on teevee there's horror movies and paranormal investigations (however ridiculous they may be) and everyone is pretending and dressing up and deciding what they'd like to be for one night. i haven't really given much thought to what i'd like to be on halloween, but i know sure as shit that my friend matt will be wearing leiderhosen.
on november 17th, 18th and 19th i am going with my friend pavlos to a flower of life workshop in ocean shores. i am excited to see pavlos, it honors me that he would chose me to take along. also, i am nervous and wondering what i will see there, because although i have had experiences in my life that i can not explain, i tend to come at things from a far more scientific angle these days... i hope i feel something new, maybe i can find a new way to understand everything. lots of other things in my life are changing around, so a new perspective should be kind of a given. my cousin is coming to live with me soon, but i don't know exactly when. i expect this next week, since she has to be out by the end of the month. i hope that her coming to live here will be a positive thing for her in her life, i need to clean my closet even more thoroughly so she can have room for her clothes and things.
i am thinking about quitting smoking so i will have more money- even if i were to cut back significantly i'd have more money, which would be good. of course, i do think about this from time to time, but haven't yet. so.. hm.
i love that it's almost halloween. everywhere the leaves on the trees are dying and falling as though they were on fire, the air is getting colder and everywhere you look on teevee there's horror movies and paranormal investigations (however ridiculous they may be) and everyone is pretending and dressing up and deciding what they'd like to be for one night. i haven't really given much thought to what i'd like to be on halloween, but i know sure as shit that my friend matt will be wearing leiderhosen.
on november 17th, 18th and 19th i am going with my friend pavlos to a flower of life workshop in ocean shores. i am excited to see pavlos, it honors me that he would chose me to take along. also, i am nervous and wondering what i will see there, because although i have had experiences in my life that i can not explain, i tend to come at things from a far more scientific angle these days... i hope i feel something new, maybe i can find a new way to understand everything. lots of other things in my life are changing around, so a new perspective should be kind of a given. my cousin is coming to live with me soon, but i don't know exactly when. i expect this next week, since she has to be out by the end of the month. i hope that her coming to live here will be a positive thing for her in her life, i need to clean my closet even more thoroughly so she can have room for her clothes and things.
i am thinking about quitting smoking so i will have more money- even if i were to cut back significantly i'd have more money, which would be good. of course, i do think about this from time to time, but haven't yet. so.. hm.