Apr 05, 2005 01:50
Things have been fine for sometime, it’s enjoyable, and I am so happy. This Thursday I have my show, looking forward to some sales, got a job in Naples at a most wonderful bar, they think I am “cute” and it was the reason or part of the reason I was hired, lately the word cute has been thrown on me, cute at 29?? Strange but it’s nice it’s be a while since I have been graced with that flaky wonderful term. I met a guy last week, he seems nice…way to young for me, but sweat and I think he is in love and has been keeping it up for a while, prier to my knowing him I think, I don’t know what to make of it, he is to young but he kisses so well and I need that flame in my life again, although I am not in love, no use continuing old feelings for my first love, or whom ever is in the front of that dusty book they had their chance, I need to pick up and live before my 30’s take me out of the circle. Getting ready to move to Naples in the coming months, get close to Sue there and her kid Lou and her little dog boo, life here is as uneventful as my drive in, but I really need that right now, for everything is in control and I can mange me here much better, I think I will stay for a while until I decide where the winds take me or not.