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kind of an emotional night tonight, old friends..and all those points of fun drama and cut short love...weirdos coming into work, it was really odd although I am okay something was less then balanced about this day...it could not have been any more emotional...and a certain someone is really making me worry....the disconnect is there and I know not how to bother people with out pushing them away....so much has changed in our lives but...well i dont know....sometimes i wish i could go back..and i would at any price...but i have always been honest about my feelings, my emotions, i can't do more then that... life is getting more and more wide-ranged, i just want there to be that which is here but not fully here be here again, i'm just waiting i suppose, i am striped down to what i used to be, and more myself , everyone else has there husbands and wives and maybe even kids, and here i am the same robert, i'm not sure if that's a bad thing...i just hope time is good to me, not just the memories i have of life doing it's powerful thiing....