Just made it back to Naples FL.....15 hours of driving thinking crying and smoking cigs...I have two well done pork chops for lungs....I dont know if it's good or not but I am happy to be here.....it's a little stange but the sheet of stained stress has blown away in the wind...I have my control.... I'm 29 now...it's nice and scary I have decided this will be my base for a while...it's so cheep here and i will travel too and return here inbetween I think that's a good plan for me...I hope Sara will depart with me on some of these ideas I have..would love to go with here in the summer. I am hopeful to see all my friends who I love more then they know...I also want to see brian and hug the shit for the sweet letter he sent... he knows not how much i love him....But if he doesn't call me i'm going to cry and send him a glass jag full of tears. Marsha we need to have coffee girl.....I'm so happy I am hole again...I'll be going to captiva in a few days...it's an island which is really a human car wash..i come off her shore shining new. I feel so happy god i needed myself back......