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[artistabella]

i want to rip up all the drawings
all the papers
the art that i had failed at

i want to run outside
scream and cry
and fall into the ground at it's mercy

i want to lay still
look at the sky for hours on end
and do nothing

i want to close my eyes
think of something happy
and pretend this didn't happen

andrew and i broke up.
life, please give me some answers now.