Black & Blue Bowl
Today was alright I guess. Could have been better. A lot better.
Black & Blue Bowl was tonight. I got to see lots of Larissa. Until I got pushed out of my seat by a bunch of....*sigh*....anyway.
Saw Chris Webb. And hung out with him for a while. And I can honestly say that when I saw him and when he hugged me I felt NOTHING. Nothing good. Nothing bad. Just...nothing. Which I suppose is a good thing.
Got to hang out with Joshy a lot to. I love that kid. His sister and him and I went walking around. His sister rocks. Joshy and I watched the whole halftime thing. Good times.
Seany tried to leave me but ehh. I had to be the psycho girlfriend and tag along even though I wasn't particularly wanted. We went to Devin's to play Halo 2. Well...THEY played Halo. I hate the game because I've ALWAYS wanted to play but no one will ever let me and if they do they won't teach me or at least KIND OF tell me what to do. So it was a long night of watching everyone else play.
And I was having an "I need attention" night. But I didn't want to be a bitch about it. So I tried not to act like it or say anything. I hate being needy. But I am. But I'm getting better at hiding it. I think.
So now I'm tired, hungry and in need of some attention and love. But I'll only get either food or sleep tonight. Or for the next few nights. Now is the time to make a decision.
Black & Blue Bowl was tonight. I got to see lots of Larissa. Until I got pushed out of my seat by a bunch of....*sigh*....anyway.
Saw Chris Webb. And hung out with him for a while. And I can honestly say that when I saw him and when he hugged me I felt NOTHING. Nothing good. Nothing bad. Just...nothing. Which I suppose is a good thing.
Got to hang out with Joshy a lot to. I love that kid. His sister and him and I went walking around. His sister rocks. Joshy and I watched the whole halftime thing. Good times.
Seany tried to leave me but ehh. I had to be the psycho girlfriend and tag along even though I wasn't particularly wanted. We went to Devin's to play Halo 2. Well...THEY played Halo. I hate the game because I've ALWAYS wanted to play but no one will ever let me and if they do they won't teach me or at least KIND OF tell me what to do. So it was a long night of watching everyone else play.
And I was having an "I need attention" night. But I didn't want to be a bitch about it. So I tried not to act like it or say anything. I hate being needy. But I am. But I'm getting better at hiding it. I think.
So now I'm tired, hungry and in need of some attention and love. But I'll only get either food or sleep tonight. Or for the next few nights. Now is the time to make a decision.