I dead now
Last night was exhausting and pain filled. Nothing new there, although I dropped into a light British accent and kept talking about killing people. I love coming close to snapping. Dangling over that thread is so much fun. Not so much for those around me, but whatever.
Other than that, I'm fighting my muse who seemed so inspired before work and is now glaring at me. Actually, it happened when I went to go start AOBII-chapter six. I had thought that I lost chapter five, or at least over half of it. it's the shortest chapter so far...I must make up for the four page blunder!! I mean, my writing journal, my fictionpress, and my archives on the external stopped at the same place. However, in a bout of 'duuuuuuuuuuh', I checked my xanga and found it all in tact, italics and all. I feel so stupid about fretting and staring at the half-done document...I could kick myself. ><;;;;;;
So, for those that had to deal with me, I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking that I put it on there. Although it's a HUGE relief and I can now keep working on chapter six!
But my muse still won't talk to me. :\ I think she's still pissed that I was going to make her go back and do something she had already done. Let alone maybe even editing ch. 5 since, well, it needs it. Badly. I'll admit that freely.
So, gonna post the full version and go to bed. ____-____ I is dead and have two more days of this bullshit.
Peace,
relived and tired psycho
Other than that, I'm fighting my muse who seemed so inspired before work and is now glaring at me. Actually, it happened when I went to go start AOBII-chapter six. I had thought that I lost chapter five, or at least over half of it. it's the shortest chapter so far...I must make up for the four page blunder!! I mean, my writing journal, my fictionpress, and my archives on the external stopped at the same place. However, in a bout of 'duuuuuuuuuuh', I checked my xanga and found it all in tact, italics and all. I feel so stupid about fretting and staring at the half-done document...I could kick myself. ><;;;;;;
So, for those that had to deal with me, I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking that I put it on there. Although it's a HUGE relief and I can now keep working on chapter six!
But my muse still won't talk to me. :\ I think she's still pissed that I was going to make her go back and do something she had already done. Let alone maybe even editing ch. 5 since, well, it needs it. Badly. I'll admit that freely.
So, gonna post the full version and go to bed. ____-____ I is dead and have two more days of this bullshit.
Peace,
relived and tired psycho