What I should be doing...and what I AM doing...
Should be more concerned about school right now, this being the first day back, got a disection to look forward to, and two tests on Thursday, but I'm not. At all. Instead, posting here and looking up fanart of Bakura because he's a bish. One that I love since Yami no Bakura is just plain nuts and Ryou is just so cute you want to hug him and tell him that he's gonna be alright. Poor little boys. All alone in the world with no one to turn to. ;_; Well, sorta. They have each other, in a weird, psycho, mindscrewing way. ><;
Trying to cut back on my cussing again, and I think I'm doing good thus far. Doesn't help that in AOBII and a few others Vlad gets a little colorful in his choice of words but...whatever. Stories don't count, right?
So anyway, had this fanfiction going through my head and I just might write it. My muse seems to like fics center around my new obsession for the time being, Ryou and his insane yami. And whatever she says goes since Saphike is a bitch and won't let me have a moments peace. That and looking at Deviant art has depressed me yet again since it's rather unlikely that I'll ever be as good as half the people there. *tear* Oh well. All I can do is keep practicing and maybe get just as good as they are. At least I'm hoping so. *looks at sketchbook* I know what I'm doing in art today. u_u;
And might be doing another Loveless fanfiction, since I haven't done one of those in awhile. Main word here is MIGHT. Depends if my stubborn ass muse decides that she would like to do three stories today instead of two. The Yugi fanfic and the other co-write Sara and I are doing. I keep saying that I'll work on it and end up not. *pokes notebook this time* Doesn't that just figure? I'm all over the place today.
Hopefully I get a few things done that I would like to. Plus, gotta be in bed early tonight since I start work at 7 in the morning tomorrow. u_u;;;; why oh why did I say I could work ANYTIME on Wed? I swear if they put me on midnights and then have me work Thursday, I'm calling off one of them. I'm sorry. Too much work for me to stay up all night, MAYBE get 1-2 hours of sleep, 6 hours of school, then AT LEAST 4 hours of work. Yah. Not going to happen anytime soon. At least, not with me.
I think I just jinxed myself. Go me. I can't wait for school to be over with. That way, no more worries. And maybe a sane sleeping routine. Right. Me? Get a routine going on? In my own dreams. Because Heaven knows that life just doesn't like to be fair to little ol' me. I say it once, I'll say it again; either someone upstairs or downstairs is laughing at me, and laughing very, very hard. I want to get in on the joke. I really, really do.
So that's what's been going on since I last posted. Wow. I want a short post and look how long it is! And for the others, I want a long one and look how short they are! Go me! I'm a failure at life but I excel at ranting. Do I get a cookie now? Please? XP
Wow, cussed a lot more then I meant too...oh well. Fits my angsty mood I guess. Awesome.
Peace,
really, really REALLY need to start getting ready for school psycho