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Hey guys. sorry i haven't updated in awhile, but this is what's been goin on.
Chad - mad at me because i told him how i felt... i guess the truth sucks a lot of the time. and i miss him a lot. i know it's not really his fault. and i know me and him will never be together but, i would still like to be friends with him. me and him have been friends for almost 6 years and we fight mroe than ever now and it really scares me that me and him might be growing apart. i really love him as a friend and as a relationship type. but the friendship comes before anything. if me and him weren't friends anymore i'd cry. for days. maybe weeks. maybe months. I love him. and i care for him a lot. i just hope he realizes that.
Jessica - have really good reason to believe that she is back on A LOT of drugs. i love her too and i hope she's making smart choices and thinking of me altho with josh around it never seems to be that way anymore. i just really hope she's ok. and if she doesn't come to school this week i'm going to her house and get her. and i don't care what she says or does. i'll need to have a massive talk with her. she even told me numerous time when we hung out all the time that i actually took care of her and she was damn lucky to have a friend like me. and i'm not around now so i wonder if she's taking care of herself. which i don't think she is....
and in other news in my life - i still need a date for prom. and i need to know if i'm getting a limo. so i need to know who's going in it if anyone. and i got hit by a tracter trailer truck this week on the way to school. that was hot. and i have festival this week. oh god. i can imagine the screaming. :(. BUT i might be getting a Jeep. i'm happy. and we're moving in like 2 weeks. fo' shizzle this time. i'm excited. oh and my computer is gay and keeps kicking me off so sorry i haven't updated in awhile. and i might not for awhile more.
Favor: Can everyone post me a comment. anything. cause you love me. and i love you. Spanks guys. :)
♥ Jenn;
Chad - mad at me because i told him how i felt... i guess the truth sucks a lot of the time. and i miss him a lot. i know it's not really his fault. and i know me and him will never be together but, i would still like to be friends with him. me and him have been friends for almost 6 years and we fight mroe than ever now and it really scares me that me and him might be growing apart. i really love him as a friend and as a relationship type. but the friendship comes before anything. if me and him weren't friends anymore i'd cry. for days. maybe weeks. maybe months. I love him. and i care for him a lot. i just hope he realizes that.
Jessica - have really good reason to believe that she is back on A LOT of drugs. i love her too and i hope she's making smart choices and thinking of me altho with josh around it never seems to be that way anymore. i just really hope she's ok. and if she doesn't come to school this week i'm going to her house and get her. and i don't care what she says or does. i'll need to have a massive talk with her. she even told me numerous time when we hung out all the time that i actually took care of her and she was damn lucky to have a friend like me. and i'm not around now so i wonder if she's taking care of herself. which i don't think she is....
and in other news in my life - i still need a date for prom. and i need to know if i'm getting a limo. so i need to know who's going in it if anyone. and i got hit by a tracter trailer truck this week on the way to school. that was hot. and i have festival this week. oh god. i can imagine the screaming. :(. BUT i might be getting a Jeep. i'm happy. and we're moving in like 2 weeks. fo' shizzle this time. i'm excited. oh and my computer is gay and keeps kicking me off so sorry i haven't updated in awhile. and i might not for awhile more.
Favor: Can everyone post me a comment. anything. cause you love me. and i love you. Spanks guys. :)
♥ Jenn;