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hmm. this weekend has kind of sucked. i havent seen mike. thanksgiving was boring tommrow is drawing with allie so that should be good. im starting to relize everyone is full of shit including myself a little. i dont really know why im updateing im not in a bad mood or a extremly good one like i normaly am when i decided to update. i just feel like saying that. everything has changed alot this yea ri think. iv relized who my good friends are. i relize whos only around for a little bit. I absoluly love my boy friend. im planning on being content with things from now on. people that i hate i guess i dont really hate them anymore i just dont give a shit about them. hateing people takes to much effort. If i dont likw someone i simply wont talk to them or put much effort into them. im content with my small amounth of friends because they are acually real and loal and even though becker is really annoying sometimes she is a very good friend and very honest. and everyone else you know who you are if your reading this which i doubt because i never really update so no one will probaly check it. I think that im wrighting because im really bored its not like i have had a revolation or anything. I just feel like updateing i guess. i just dont like people who are going \to lie to me or "dance" around the truth. i dont feel like i should be honest with anyone who isent totally honest with me. and im sure you know who you are. there is no point in lieing to someone or acting like your someone your not. enough is enough. im really donw hateing people i am seriusly going to try. anyway. im going to mikes house soon then i have babysitting from 4 to like forever. so im done.