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i'm confused with alot...am i wasting my time in a relationship?
i feel like i'm giving 200% while drew is giving only 95%...i know hes a boy and its different for him, it hurts me though. i can only deal with the pain for sooo long.
it is tearing me up, to the point where i dont even want him to come home this weekend...i'd rather be by myself, EVEN tho i went down last night to see him and had to wake up sooo early to go to school today. i do so much for him, and he wont come home a day earlier because it will be 4 days away from his sampler. big fuckin deal.
i guess the sampler is more important than me...i know what i have to do.
i hope everyone is having a good week.and i'll actually be in CL this weekend...so if u wanna do something let me know
i feel like i'm giving 200% while drew is giving only 95%...i know hes a boy and its different for him, it hurts me though. i can only deal with the pain for sooo long.
it is tearing me up, to the point where i dont even want him to come home this weekend...i'd rather be by myself, EVEN tho i went down last night to see him and had to wake up sooo early to go to school today. i do so much for him, and he wont come home a day earlier because it will be 4 days away from his sampler. big fuckin deal.
i guess the sampler is more important than me...i know what i have to do.
i hope everyone is having a good week.and i'll actually be in CL this weekend...so if u wanna do something let me know