i need the smell of summer, i need its noises in my ear

[artisforlovers]

3 more weeks of school left and i'm freaking out. i've been freaking out. i question what the hell i'm doing every day. i keep thinking i'm just in a slump and it will get better- but it just progressively gets worse and worse. at this point, i would rather have some bs job that i worked at all the time. make some money, not be a paint monkey, and have a little more free time. i know that's what i'll be doing when i graduate... and i'll probably just wish i was in school again. but ya know, grass is greener and shit. when i'm not in school i'm thinking about school and doing school work. i'm going crazy. i really don't think we were built for this.

what is wrong with humanity

work work work work work- cause that's the only time you're worth anything.

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