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I realized something today in the shower (because that's where I do my best thinking): I have totally lost my mind.
That's it. That's what I realized. I have no clue what I'm doing here. Absolutely not a stinkin clue. There's one thing that I feel that I think I'm certain of, but I don't actually think that I'm as certain about it as my heart tells me that I am. See? What kind of nonsense is that? I don't know, but I think I know that I've lost my good sense.
In other non-related topics, I've been doing this Bible study. Really, like two, or three. But it's all related. I'm reading a book, which is kind of a series thing, but then I've also picked my daily devotions back up, and then by myself through my journaling I'm trying to figure out and discern what this verse means. What I've found out, is that I'm lacking in compassion, kindness, humility, and gentleness. I've only actually gotten through the first three in my process of picking apart what each one actually means, but I know that when I get to gentleness I'm going to find that I'm lacking in that too. It's alright though, because that's why I'm learning, so that I can work on that part of my character.
I've got to finish studying for my test that I have tomorrow. I'm so anti-school. And you know what? I'm out of scantrons.
Not that I actually ever have any; I always bum one or three from Michaela. Too bad I gave her all my quarters to repay her and now I have none to buy my own. Oh well..
That's it. That's what I realized. I have no clue what I'm doing here. Absolutely not a stinkin clue. There's one thing that I feel that I think I'm certain of, but I don't actually think that I'm as certain about it as my heart tells me that I am. See? What kind of nonsense is that? I don't know, but I think I know that I've lost my good sense.
In other non-related topics, I've been doing this Bible study. Really, like two, or three. But it's all related. I'm reading a book, which is kind of a series thing, but then I've also picked my daily devotions back up, and then by myself through my journaling I'm trying to figure out and discern what this verse means. What I've found out, is that I'm lacking in compassion, kindness, humility, and gentleness. I've only actually gotten through the first three in my process of picking apart what each one actually means, but I know that when I get to gentleness I'm going to find that I'm lacking in that too. It's alright though, because that's why I'm learning, so that I can work on that part of my character.
I've got to finish studying for my test that I have tomorrow. I'm so anti-school. And you know what? I'm out of scantrons.
Not that I actually ever have any; I always bum one or three from Michaela. Too bad I gave her all my quarters to repay her and now I have none to buy my own. Oh well..