Apr 30, 2007 15:33
Last week seemed so "fictional" I guess.I went and spoke with another lawyer about child custody in unwed couples. And another gave me such a BAD attitude. This is going to drive me insane.
But finally last night I got up the nerve to talk with ev aboput custody arrangement. We will swap months with the woo woo. I am getting her for xmas, and it goes on from there. I told my Dad that I plan on moving to Roanoke, and he offered to help me out. He is giving me rides to Noke fot interviews, and is even talking to a couple of companies that he is close with that I am looking for a job. My mother on the other hand, proceded to tell me that it is a huge mistake. That I couldnt make it out there on my own, and that I wont have the kind of support that I have here. I know what it was that I did wrong the first time, and I know that if I called anyone of you, you guys would help me out, like I would do for you. I understand that things will be difficult, and that it will be ME. No depending on others for everything. I honestly think I can do this.
Jon has been extremly helpfull to me. He has been my greatest bit of moral support that I have had recently. Laura has also been a great help to me to. But when I leave Ev in August, I have no chance of a place to live here. Laura is the only friend of mine here able to hold a job, and she wont do it. Plus she starts college this year. So in that general area....Im screwed, so Id have no choice but to move to Roanoke, cause at least if worst came to worst, I'd be able to afford an appartment of my own. Unlike here, where cost of living is to damn high.
Congrats to Buck. And I miss you all.