Dec 29, 2009 00:04
It's late in the evening and I have to start work early.
I have been feeling a little empty today. It's not unusual. Just more pronounced today. Was going to work and thought to myself "I'm pretty much alone on this." The trains were empty and the buses too. I couldn't shake that feeling.
I've always accepted my actions and responsibilities head on. I can't seem to get over the feeling that I am going through life by myself. But, I'm OK with that. Been like that for a while. "Have no one to blame but yourself" is what things boil down to with me.
I am me. A single person in something in the grand scheme of this world.
No one but me... it's kind of a lonely thought