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[artificial1life]

so apparently ryan reads this journal even though i havent posted in a year or more

read this

you are walking away and i am sad about that becasue of all the energy i put into trying to salvage a freindship out of a merde romance.  everyone has told me this is the right thing to do "dont talk to him he is a fucker."

one day you will grow enough to what you did is beyond a sin but wrong to do to anyone. it felt good and you were happier and you are not sorry about the deed becasue it felt right.  just because it feels right does not mean its right.  and if you can let go of her and you do this again to other people you  will wear yourself out but worse. .. have you looked at the people you have worn out.
another dead narcisist is what you shall be which is a shame because of that poor romantic soul of yours.  without women you are in the clouds and you have this pathetic air because you love women. i would know.. christ. dont poison yourself
so if its love go ahead and do it because i want you to be happy  but if you are going to wait for hear get over it like i have for you.