Assignment
I seriously drive myself crazy....I have been thinking...way too much...a lot lately...and it is not cool =(. I rarely sleep...and alchohal alone is not working...I drank a shit ton of Jameson all alone last night....and I passed out at 12am..and woke up at 2am and I have been up ever since...."Here I'll sit and fade a way...but a spirit who lives everyday all the same." I'm back to how things used to be....me myself and I....each day blending with each other...acting as the same. It seems ...I notice a lot in things...and I tend to be too observing...that's another thing that bothers me a bit..well...as sad as it sounds...bottoms up...drinking in the AM ... *sigh*...I'm fuckin broken....