i'm pretty sure i'm not an idiot.

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I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of It's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All I was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

yeah. this is getting pretty rediculious. if i werent sure, i wouldnt be doing this. i think theres a turning point ahead. yes stacy, i'll tell him everything. i dont think im gonna back off either. nor play the guilt trip, cos thats not how i roll.

if its love, it'll happen. at my expense, or at the world's, i dont care. because its a risk that becomes a reward.