in love with love
i'm in love with the world. i'm just so happy. maybe some of it has to do with the fact that i dont have to go to school tommorrow. or the next day. or like, this month and the next. i love my life.
anyways, ever have those days when youre with the single best friend of your entire life, just roaming around, laughing and making jokes that only the two of you understand? well, i've had about eight of those this week alone. days like that are the epitome of and alanis morrisette song. when you (literally) have one hand in your pocket, and the other one's flickin a ciggarette. days like this quickly wipe away all the sorrow i have felt basicly my whole life, but ecspecially part of this week. i'm not saying that my life is in the least bit harder than anyone else's. i never even think that. life is misery. but it takes a great person to make the best of that misery. i have always thought that being happy despite the circumstances was naievety, but really, its not. it is the best anyone can do.
i only wish i could share this with someone. what is happiness when you keep it all to yourself?
anyways, ever have those days when youre with the single best friend of your entire life, just roaming around, laughing and making jokes that only the two of you understand? well, i've had about eight of those this week alone. days like that are the epitome of and alanis morrisette song. when you (literally) have one hand in your pocket, and the other one's flickin a ciggarette. days like this quickly wipe away all the sorrow i have felt basicly my whole life, but ecspecially part of this week. i'm not saying that my life is in the least bit harder than anyone else's. i never even think that. life is misery. but it takes a great person to make the best of that misery. i have always thought that being happy despite the circumstances was naievety, but really, its not. it is the best anyone can do.
i only wish i could share this with someone. what is happiness when you keep it all to yourself?