im kinda drunk :)
so im going to try to keep up with this because i usually post blogs in myspace but i dont like everyone reading them. i dont know. i miss livejournal! haha im a loserrrrrr. anyway...so i fucking forgot my password to _queenofleaves :(. and my e-mail address on that account doesn't work. so i dont know what to do...
anyway....so things have been good and bad. ive been very depressed about a friend and i cant really mention what happened but its bad. and ive been crying a lot. espicially when im drunk. because i loved this person so much. and i hope this person gets better or im not going to. becasue i feel like i have lost a part of me. bobo died and it almost feels the same as when she died. my hamster that i was extremely close to. she was my baby pretty much. she greeted me every time i came home and gave me kisses. yeah she wasn't like a normal hamster. she was raised by humans. anyway lets not talk about that or ill cry.
anyway....on a happier note im a dog groomer finally . ive been trainign with this dog groomer for like 6 months and i finally asked my boss at teh vet if i could move up and be a dog groomer and she said yes! so i told that guy i didn't wanna work with him anymore because i was kind of feeling like i was his bitch. id ont know. he asked me to do other things other than help wiht grooming like do his dishes and stuff. he paid me but i didn;t like it. i dont know. i did. because hes an awesome guy. one of the most down to earth person i have ever met but i kind of felt used. for my work. i dont know. but yeah its pretty sweet. im just doing 6 dogs a day right now because im not that fast yet but i like it a lot. its a lot of work but its better than being a kennel tech. cleaning up dog shit. i dont like dealing with the rich ass people though. that are stuck up bitches. but im getting used to it i guess. i work in west lake so its going ot be like that.
ive been a lot better about not drinking so i wont be hung over. i dont even drink that much anymore. well like twice a week. :)
im sorry that i haven't been a good friend to some people. i have no excuse. i have way too many friends. and its a bad thing. i dont know who to call, and i dont know when. i just dont know how to handle it. im not being cocky i really have way too many.
p.s. does anyone even write in these anymore???
anyway....so things have been good and bad. ive been very depressed about a friend and i cant really mention what happened but its bad. and ive been crying a lot. espicially when im drunk. because i loved this person so much. and i hope this person gets better or im not going to. becasue i feel like i have lost a part of me. bobo died and it almost feels the same as when she died. my hamster that i was extremely close to. she was my baby pretty much. she greeted me every time i came home and gave me kisses. yeah she wasn't like a normal hamster. she was raised by humans. anyway lets not talk about that or ill cry.
anyway....on a happier note im a dog groomer finally . ive been trainign with this dog groomer for like 6 months and i finally asked my boss at teh vet if i could move up and be a dog groomer and she said yes! so i told that guy i didn't wanna work with him anymore because i was kind of feeling like i was his bitch. id ont know. he asked me to do other things other than help wiht grooming like do his dishes and stuff. he paid me but i didn;t like it. i dont know. i did. because hes an awesome guy. one of the most down to earth person i have ever met but i kind of felt used. for my work. i dont know. but yeah its pretty sweet. im just doing 6 dogs a day right now because im not that fast yet but i like it a lot. its a lot of work but its better than being a kennel tech. cleaning up dog shit. i dont like dealing with the rich ass people though. that are stuck up bitches. but im getting used to it i guess. i work in west lake so its going ot be like that.
ive been a lot better about not drinking so i wont be hung over. i dont even drink that much anymore. well like twice a week. :)
im sorry that i haven't been a good friend to some people. i have no excuse. i have way too many friends. and its a bad thing. i dont know who to call, and i dont know when. i just dont know how to handle it. im not being cocky i really have way too many.
p.s. does anyone even write in these anymore???