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Wow i've gotten slow with updateing this thing, i kinda miss it. So there's good things and bad things that have been going on lately, yep. But when aren't there? I haven't updated in four weeks and i honestly don't know what to write down here. School's almost out and it's a mixture of excitement yet very disapointing. I can't really put a finger on it but there are so many thing's i'll miss. Anyway, this weekend was slow and all. Next weekend is what i'm really looking forward to. Anyway this has been my life for as long as i can remember.
MONDAY - FRIDAY
Wake up
Go to school
Walk around aimlessly
Go to classes
Go to Lunch, with team bitch in line =]
Lunch, now outside
More classes
Then stay after with some random ass kids, who are more then awesome.
And the weekends i see some of my awesome friends, and have fun.
everything has been really good, well i try to make it good. but a lot has been bugging me and of course i never let people in. I don't like talking about "what's wrong" or what's on my mind. I feel like i'd be complaining too much and being people with problems that aren't theirs. You're supposed to talk to your friends about shit that bothers you but then again i always think why talk about it? why bother trying to explain everything you're feeling when ultimatly you're just going to be the only one who understands? I've made mistakes and i'm making mistakes and there are somethings i wish i could go and earse in my life. I just want to put that all behind me and i'm really triyng. but sometimes thing's are that easy and you just can't put stuff in the past, as much as i'd like to it doesn't work that way. I can't wait until high school is over, i want that soon. I can't wait to move out and move on with my life. To meet new people and experience thing's that have been beyond my reach all these years. I've never wanted something so much, and i feel so UGH and trapped in this place. My mom never stops complaining about me and i can never doing anything to please anyone in this house. I wish they'd just ship me off to some school. HAHA, and my mom told me she would if i was caught doing drugs or any thing of that kind. that's real nice now isnt it. ahhh, i really hate complaining and going on about this but this is the only place i can't let it out. Whatever, i've been thinking and i really know when school's over i'm out of here, far away. Far from everything, mostly from this little dumb town. Blahh! I've got some amazing friends, and i guess that's all i could ever ask for.
that's all, goodbye.
MONDAY - FRIDAY
Wake up
Go to school
Walk around aimlessly
Go to classes
Go to Lunch, with team bitch in line =]
Lunch, now outside
More classes
Then stay after with some random ass kids, who are more then awesome.
And the weekends i see some of my awesome friends, and have fun.
everything has been really good, well i try to make it good. but a lot has been bugging me and of course i never let people in. I don't like talking about "what's wrong" or what's on my mind. I feel like i'd be complaining too much and being people with problems that aren't theirs. You're supposed to talk to your friends about shit that bothers you but then again i always think why talk about it? why bother trying to explain everything you're feeling when ultimatly you're just going to be the only one who understands? I've made mistakes and i'm making mistakes and there are somethings i wish i could go and earse in my life. I just want to put that all behind me and i'm really triyng. but sometimes thing's are that easy and you just can't put stuff in the past, as much as i'd like to it doesn't work that way. I can't wait until high school is over, i want that soon. I can't wait to move out and move on with my life. To meet new people and experience thing's that have been beyond my reach all these years. I've never wanted something so much, and i feel so UGH and trapped in this place. My mom never stops complaining about me and i can never doing anything to please anyone in this house. I wish they'd just ship me off to some school. HAHA, and my mom told me she would if i was caught doing drugs or any thing of that kind. that's real nice now isnt it. ahhh, i really hate complaining and going on about this but this is the only place i can't let it out. Whatever, i've been thinking and i really know when school's over i'm out of here, far away. Far from everything, mostly from this little dumb town. Blahh! I've got some amazing friends, and i guess that's all i could ever ask for.
that's all, goodbye.