What to do?!?!?!?!?!
Well I have been really busy the past week or so. Sometimes I feel I dont have time to breathe. I have been working at several temp jobs through a temp agency. The job market just sucks right now. So it leads me to a life altering decision......
I have talked to a recruiter today to see about re enlisting in the Navy. Its a very hard decision to make. I feel I havent lived up to my potential. Bad decisions through your young years have a big impact on you during your older years. I will only be happy doing outside work. Like I went to college for but never finished. Game Warden,Forest Ranger that type of job. I dont have the time or money to go back to school. That leaves me with the other job that I absolutely loved.....the military. I found out that im not to old to go back in and no boot camp this time. But its still something I have to really think about.
The only downsides are that I will have to move away from my sister(we are best friends and I rely on her alot for everything)and my nephews(they are like my own). And I would have to move my kids and hubby with me to wherever I was stationed. We live in a small town and we have roots here. It will be very hard to leave this place. Plus if they decide to put me back on sea duty right off that means I may have to be gone from my family for long periods of time. But I already did sea duty so I should be up for shore duty.
I told Stacy(my sis) what I was thinking of doing and she just started crying. Then that made me cry:( I know Im just rambling at this point but it helps to put it all down instead of having it mixed up in my head about what I should do.
Well my dear journal I imagine you will be hearing quite a bit more on this subject. I gotta get some sleep for now if I can.
I have talked to a recruiter today to see about re enlisting in the Navy. Its a very hard decision to make. I feel I havent lived up to my potential. Bad decisions through your young years have a big impact on you during your older years. I will only be happy doing outside work. Like I went to college for but never finished. Game Warden,Forest Ranger that type of job. I dont have the time or money to go back to school. That leaves me with the other job that I absolutely loved.....the military. I found out that im not to old to go back in and no boot camp this time. But its still something I have to really think about.
The only downsides are that I will have to move away from my sister(we are best friends and I rely on her alot for everything)and my nephews(they are like my own). And I would have to move my kids and hubby with me to wherever I was stationed. We live in a small town and we have roots here. It will be very hard to leave this place. Plus if they decide to put me back on sea duty right off that means I may have to be gone from my family for long periods of time. But I already did sea duty so I should be up for shore duty.
I told Stacy(my sis) what I was thinking of doing and she just started crying. Then that made me cry:( I know Im just rambling at this point but it helps to put it all down instead of having it mixed up in my head about what I should do.
Well my dear journal I imagine you will be hearing quite a bit more on this subject. I gotta get some sleep for now if I can.