Indifference... to a point
So... it's close to the end of the year.
Awesome right?
Not really. Just same ol' same ol'.
I've gotten into thinking moods lately, and think back to the end of high school, and realize that I'm no where near where I imagined myself at this point in life. Back then, I figured after 4 years, I'd be outta school, working something in the industry, and pretty stable in life.
But nope. Didn't happen. Weirdest thing is, it doesn't bug me that much. I'm not discontent with my life right now, but I'm not settling with it either. It's a weird blaze kind of feel. Things have changed, that's for sure. And more importantly, plans have changed.
Plans for now...
Well... I guess it's time to get in gear. I could transfer over to CalPoly, but I don't feel ready to dive right into that atmosphere just yet.
Most likely, I'll just take some refresher courses at Mt. SAC. Stabilize myself financially as I'm totally not stable at all with that. And well, go from there.
Luckily, I have a stable job. True, hours have been cut, but at least I still have my job. And for that I'm grateful. Home is, well, home. Can't complain too much. I'm still treated like a kid here. But oh well. We'll see how 2009 unravels. 2008 did have interesting events, but most of them were heartbreaking :/
Don't need anymore of that in 09. And hopefully no more thefts, lol.
Awesome right?
Not really. Just same ol' same ol'.
I've gotten into thinking moods lately, and think back to the end of high school, and realize that I'm no where near where I imagined myself at this point in life. Back then, I figured after 4 years, I'd be outta school, working something in the industry, and pretty stable in life.
But nope. Didn't happen. Weirdest thing is, it doesn't bug me that much. I'm not discontent with my life right now, but I'm not settling with it either. It's a weird blaze kind of feel. Things have changed, that's for sure. And more importantly, plans have changed.
Plans for now...
Well... I guess it's time to get in gear. I could transfer over to CalPoly, but I don't feel ready to dive right into that atmosphere just yet.
Most likely, I'll just take some refresher courses at Mt. SAC. Stabilize myself financially as I'm totally not stable at all with that. And well, go from there.
Luckily, I have a stable job. True, hours have been cut, but at least I still have my job. And for that I'm grateful. Home is, well, home. Can't complain too much. I'm still treated like a kid here. But oh well. We'll see how 2009 unravels. 2008 did have interesting events, but most of them were heartbreaking :/
Don't need anymore of that in 09. And hopefully no more thefts, lol.