you know...
I was standing outside a restaurant last night and had an epiphany. I couldn't remember the last time I was this happy. What I mean to say is, you tend to remember the great moments. They're burned into your memory, each one a mixture of emotions for various reasons.
Sadly, the moments of extreme emotion are tied to death for the last several years. It's such a drag to think your memories of an entire decade are riddled with pain, anguish, and loss. I know it makes me a stronger person. Blah etc, etc..
The happy extremes are less abundant since the turn of the century, but I've got thousands of medium happy ones to keep it company.
I tend to picture memories just hanging around in my head, each reminiscing of yesteryear. Much like the opening sequence of "Being Erica" - strange Canadian television. Much to my surprise, they show it locally on the "SOAP" network. odd.
Back to the subject of being happy, of which I am. Its a great feeling. Its a ball of mushiness, warm-gooeyness, with a frosting of magic and sprinkle of hope.
I can't see very far into the future anymore. I'm sure I'm standing in my own way when it comes to that, but its okay. I kinda like not knowing. I like this ride and I'm not getting off.
hehe
-Snoogins ;)
Sadly, the moments of extreme emotion are tied to death for the last several years. It's such a drag to think your memories of an entire decade are riddled with pain, anguish, and loss. I know it makes me a stronger person. Blah etc, etc..
The happy extremes are less abundant since the turn of the century, but I've got thousands of medium happy ones to keep it company.
I tend to picture memories just hanging around in my head, each reminiscing of yesteryear. Much like the opening sequence of "Being Erica" - strange Canadian television. Much to my surprise, they show it locally on the "SOAP" network. odd.
Back to the subject of being happy, of which I am. Its a great feeling. Its a ball of mushiness, warm-gooeyness, with a frosting of magic and sprinkle of hope.
I can't see very far into the future anymore. I'm sure I'm standing in my own way when it comes to that, but its okay. I kinda like not knowing. I like this ride and I'm not getting off.
hehe
-Snoogins ;)