I quit
Well yes that is dramatic, I pretty much feel like up on making new friends.
The few people I actually let close to me, are going to be it cause I just can't take being hurt anymore.
Said newish friend met going to the gym, had a couple of coffee's with and some grocery shopping cause we both work crazy hours, and it just seemed to be going well.
NOT
such casual interactions are nice, meeting said newish friendand her group of friends nice, trying to be myself while getting sucked into another group of women low lack self-confidence/esteem, there fore justify being all out nasty, rude, manipulative, ignorant, mean, spiteful, back stabbing... and on and on, not such a nice experience. Especially considering the group of females I already am kinda close with already act like that, and are way to much for me at times with their games, and fake smiley faces. So I did the only thing I could thing of at the time, I politely have shided away from invites to participate in such harsh female beh. and now have been dubed the snotty holyier than thou princess from trashcona, who simply must stay friends with everyone as apparently my absense has given the ladies(I use the term very losely).
Yay no way to win, I give up. hermit/recluse it is, I could do it lock myself up in the office and paint, no problem who needs friends. The ones I have think I'm a high maintence bossy broad, who expects to much of them for themselves anyway.
The few people I actually let close to me, are going to be it cause I just can't take being hurt anymore.
Said newish friend met going to the gym, had a couple of coffee's with and some grocery shopping cause we both work crazy hours, and it just seemed to be going well.
NOT
such casual interactions are nice, meeting said newish friendand her group of friends nice, trying to be myself while getting sucked into another group of women low lack self-confidence/esteem, there fore justify being all out nasty, rude, manipulative, ignorant, mean, spiteful, back stabbing... and on and on, not such a nice experience. Especially considering the group of females I already am kinda close with already act like that, and are way to much for me at times with their games, and fake smiley faces. So I did the only thing I could thing of at the time, I politely have shided away from invites to participate in such harsh female beh. and now have been dubed the snotty holyier than thou princess from trashcona, who simply must stay friends with everyone as apparently my absense has given the ladies(I use the term very losely).
Yay no way to win, I give up. hermit/recluse it is, I could do it lock myself up in the office and paint, no problem who needs friends. The ones I have think I'm a high maintence bossy broad, who expects to much of them for themselves anyway.