Short update...
It is more than 3 weeks I haven't update my journal. My RL is going to kill me since I moved to the new place. In fact, my plan was ruined by my boss. How come? Ha... it's not a long story but back to the middle of May. By that time, my boss paid me certain amount for working three and a half days per week, however, after around two weeks, he said he only can paid me by the rate which he normal paid. I can tell you the difference is $100 per week. As you know I rent a place myself, I should able to support my life if I had been paid by a new rate of payment and because he cut off $100, then I have difficulty to support my living. So, I told him I only can work for 3 days and the rest I am working as waitress where near my house. Therefore, I'm working from Monday to Saturday (till 3:30 - 4:00). I have only Saturday afternoon and Sunday left for my time. Plus, I do have an other side-job to do. Time for rest is less ans less... ...
Seems I will have to leave my fandom and my normal activities for a while... and now I really tired, not really physical, is my mental. Because that 'piece of shit' blamed me again and again and getting even serious. I really cannot restrain his temper. I ranted it about to my supervisor and cried (not sobbed) for a night until I felt asleep. That was the first time I cried since I worked in this place. And the whole story? Well, seems to long to write in here, and isn't not a good place to write because I'm in office right now. Just try to steal some time to update this journal while waiting for job. Not really busy these days, don't know why.
Alright, boss is back and should 'go back' to work. Try to update more when I have time.
~ ~ Miss you ALL ~ ~
Seems I will have to leave my fandom and my normal activities for a while... and now I really tired, not really physical, is my mental. Because that 'piece of shit' blamed me again and again and getting even serious. I really cannot restrain his temper. I ranted it about to my supervisor and cried (not sobbed) for a night until I felt asleep. That was the first time I cried since I worked in this place. And the whole story? Well, seems to long to write in here, and isn't not a good place to write because I'm in office right now. Just try to steal some time to update this journal while waiting for job. Not really busy these days, don't know why.
Alright, boss is back and should 'go back' to work. Try to update more when I have time.
~ ~ Miss you ALL ~ ~