Philosophy?
I never seem able to focus on my philosophy reading. It's interesting, and I love the class, but I can never get down to doing the reading. I'm journaling instead. :::sigh::: I can't seem to organize anything in my head. Class was cancled for tonight, so I still haven't met my students, and I feel like they are imagining what I'll be like based on my phone calls, and when we finally meet they will be so shocked. I still can't figure out whats going on with Andy, and I think I've gotten so tired of trying that I don't seem to care anymore. Which is far easier, but much sadder. Whatever, I'm just trying to get through it all, and so far that works for me. Ok, I've procrastinated enough, I'm going to read this stuff, I swear. :) And then I have a really long rehearsal, and then I'll wind up stay up till 8am writting a math essay, wow. But I'm having fun.