First Entry

[artesianyc]

First entry on a shitty day, so it might as well be a shitty entry. Hey at least my birthday's close by. Why is it that whenever I want to go out to have a good time I get just about half-lit and then the mother fucker has to show up. EVERYWHERE! I mean the bar that we all hang out at is understandable, 'cause everyone goes there. But I went to a party in freakin' Brooklyn and guess who we just happen to RUN INTO as we're getting off the subway..... I about fucking screamed. It's like I don't want him to be at these places because I don't want to see him because it hurts a little, plus it sucks, but yet whenever I DO "run" into him I'm excited he's around. I don't get myself sometimes. Fuck I dunno.
More Later~
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