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Haven't written in a while...don't really know why. I'm going to a jazz class not related with AMDA tonight so that should be fun. It's around 42nd so afterwards I might go walk around time square but I doubt it I gotta read a play tonight and do some research on it before tomorrow's class. So that shall be fun...Haven't talked to Blake since the last time I wrote. Apparently Kendal (best friend from home) told him that I have a boy up here, which I don't, and he got pissed off and jealous. Now he won't answer me when I call or return my calls or any of that shit. I only told her I kinda was feeling this one guy here but that was at the beginning and he turned out to be an asshole and she knows this so who knows what shes trying to do. She's probly trying to "protect" me from him again but I don't want her to I'm fucking 500 miles away from him, what can he do to hurt me that far away? I liked talking to him....I miss him...I want to talk to him again. But now he's supposivly mad at me or the situation or that I told him I didn't have a guy up here and then he heard different. Who knows what's going through his hard head right now...Guys are so fucking stupid...