Soo Excited!
I have been out of the house nearly every day this week and it has been amazing.. I got sun too!
I guess I am optimistic at the moment, excited at the prospect of really getting a fresh new start- New friends, new clothing, and the courage to really reach out into the world and demand that I get to be who I am no matter what.
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Sooo.... Mama is out for the weekend, and I am not sure what Max and I are going to do. There is the Harvest Festival, and tournaments... I'm kinda sad that this is the last weekend I get to spend with my friends before they leave. Bobby, Tyler, and Brandon are going into the Airforce tomorrow, Mitch, Kenny, and Ryan are going to the Army, and Christian is joining the Marines.
In hindsight I wanted to find a group of friends that were responsible and things... I just wish that that didn't mean they were all leaving just after meeting them. I am glad that they are willing to give, and are exactly the kind of people I wanted to find... I just wish that they hadn't met me at such an odd time in my life, and I hadn't met them right before they were leaving to go on to bigger and better things.
My head is sleepy...
This is waaay to early in the morning for me.
I guess I am optimistic at the moment, excited at the prospect of really getting a fresh new start- New friends, new clothing, and the courage to really reach out into the world and demand that I get to be who I am no matter what.
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Sooo.... Mama is out for the weekend, and I am not sure what Max and I are going to do. There is the Harvest Festival, and tournaments... I'm kinda sad that this is the last weekend I get to spend with my friends before they leave. Bobby, Tyler, and Brandon are going into the Airforce tomorrow, Mitch, Kenny, and Ryan are going to the Army, and Christian is joining the Marines.
In hindsight I wanted to find a group of friends that were responsible and things... I just wish that that didn't mean they were all leaving just after meeting them. I am glad that they are willing to give, and are exactly the kind of people I wanted to find... I just wish that they hadn't met me at such an odd time in my life, and I hadn't met them right before they were leaving to go on to bigger and better things.
My head is sleepy...
This is waaay to early in the morning for me.