May 29, 2011 08:25
I got another cat. Because I am insane. She is nameless and currently curled up on my shoulder. She's tiny and awkward which is why I love her. The awkward part, I am aware she will grow. She needs a name.
I think the newest side effect of the meds is insomnia, though at least that's relatively normal for me. But I can't sleep longer than a few hours at a time, even when Helios isn't waking me up. So it's 8:30 in the morning and I have been awake since about 5. And while the good days are really good and the bad days have usually meant I am extra-anxious, this is a bad day and instead I am depressed. I feel like I might snap someone's head off.
It's not awesome.
sleeping is good for you,
argh,
being a dork,
my brain chemistry is like a picasso,
anxiety isn't awesome,
echo echo echo,
ditzy with a capital dit,
kitty!