"Smothering"

Sep 06, 2013 15:28

Of course I'm smothering.
I have been cheated on more times than I can count. Things always end in tears. I'm tired of being the strong one.

I am supposed to not live, or love, with fear. But fuck, that is a very hard thing to do.

How does one go about being so fiercely in love with someone, and having that someone love you back just as fiercely, and just relax and let the chaos of the world swirl around you without fearing that this wonderful feeling will get torn away with the riptide?

Fuck. Relax. He loves you. He's not going anywhere. Now all you have to do is trust him.

I tried that before.
this is different.
I said that before too.
Yeah, but THIS really is different.

Relax.
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