I am Fortune's Fool
Especially for continuing to love, trust, and date. Sooner or later, I'll wake up and realize that the Disney dream isn't going to happen for me- not because I'm a bad person or don't deserve it, but because the universe is random and chaotic and that's just the way it is. But since I can't seem to stop trying and hoping and wishing, I'll just acknowledge the fact that I'm going to be hurt, a lot, continually. When I do lose faith in finding true love for myself, I want you to know that I don't begrudge the love and happiness that you guys have found. It's inspiring to see people fall in love, get married, have kids, and be happy together. I'm glad that's in the world, and that people I love are experiencing it.