life
Yes people really do have it worse then you. Sometimes some of you might wonder why I always keep everything to myself, or why I don’t want to talk about things because people think I am complaining. Well here is the truth any time I am talking about things that are happing even if others think it is bad I don’t want to feel like I am complaining because I really am not. Because I have had bad things happen and good things happen to me and at this point in time I am still amazed when I hear Wendy laughing and smiling. Wendy is the mother of my best friend. When Wendy was a kid her brother wanted to stay home from his football game to stay with her because she was sick, she told him not to do it, to have fun at the game. He died that night from a hit that happened in the game. Years went by she got married and had two girls, sometime in this first marriage her husband died. She got remarried and had a boy and two more girls. The oldest was born missing parts in her heart, she was going to let her die that night but she kept kicking for the next twenty years. They were poor and hardly paying the bills at one point in time. Then their luck changed they became rich. Their baby girl that was not expected to live graduate high school, she died on her next birthday. Then their boy got marred, and their 18 year old girl got pregnant and had a baby girl with autism. They now have six or seven grandkids now, and things have hit the bottom of the bottom. One grandkid been caught steeling, one of their kid is drinking her life away, and the husband is trying to keep going while being indited, fighting lucmea, and dealing with a family falling apart. I know this has been a ramble but these are people close to my heart and they need all the positive thoughts that they can get and knowing what they have been though and what they have overcome along with what I have overcame is why I don’t mean to complain. And that is one thing that most of my friends do not know about me. This is why I feel that people need to know that when I writ about things that you may think is horrible I am just trying to talk about things because that’s how I deal with life. I know things will get better they always do when things look the darkest.