wow, that was way more meandering than I meant it to be
So hi. I have a final in a few hours, and I'm sorta studying and sorta procrastinating. I already finished one of the finals, and my chamber performance, and I still have U.S. Elections (today) and International Relations (tomorrow). I'm kinda hungry, and I was thinking about going to Corner Bakery for some food, but the cat is lying down on my legs, so I have been forbidden to move. It's been very cold here for the past few days, so I've been bundling up a bunch. Finally got a Facebook. I'm looking forward to working more over the next few weeks. My manager will probably give me more inventory shifts, because I've been so open about how much I enjoy them. Yay neurotic obsessive-compulsive perfectionist jobs! Don't worry, I am talking to my psychiatrist about all the anxiety. I'm keeping an eye on it. But still, I'm really good at my job and I really like it. My mind is kinda all over the place and I'm having some trouble focusing. Probably because I'm hungry. It kinda works out for today's final, though, because I've already taken so much U.S. history and politics and such that random tangents have a good chance of being pertinent to this class. I need to stop taking classes where I already know everything. :) I mean, I know it sounds like a good plan, but then I feel like I don't have to go, because it's not like the prof is going to be saying anything I don't already know, but he does say things, and he says them differently, and then I get tested on the slightly different take on things I already know, and I can usually make that work, but not always. So, next quarter, should take classes where I feel like the prof has something to teach me. This isn't always completely successful, but there's at least a better chance.
I don't like school. It doesn't make me feel good. In fact, it makes me feel distinctly bad. At least I'm almost done. I'll be in school through spring quarter, then I'm not doing any more. If I absolutely have to do summer quarter, I will, but I will not be a student for the 2010-2011 school year. No. Simply no.
Still, doing well. Decently happy on a regular basis, though the anxiety is worse than I'd like it to be. Again, seeing psychiatrist. Boyfriend is good. Makes me happy. I'll be happy to have a break from classes so I can spend more time with him again. I'm a little off this week, mostly because of finals, and because I haven't eaten yet today. Should probably disturb the cat and go get food. Will be bouncy again on Friday, I think.
I don't like school. It doesn't make me feel good. In fact, it makes me feel distinctly bad. At least I'm almost done. I'll be in school through spring quarter, then I'm not doing any more. If I absolutely have to do summer quarter, I will, but I will not be a student for the 2010-2011 school year. No. Simply no.
Still, doing well. Decently happy on a regular basis, though the anxiety is worse than I'd like it to be. Again, seeing psychiatrist. Boyfriend is good. Makes me happy. I'll be happy to have a break from classes so I can spend more time with him again. I'm a little off this week, mostly because of finals, and because I haven't eaten yet today. Should probably disturb the cat and go get food. Will be bouncy again on Friday, I think.