for the first time ever
for the first time ever, having watched the sunrise this morning didn't make me feel any better. because a couple hours earlier, i saw them take her away in handcuffs. she's in jail right now waiting to see the judge. she's got five counts on her.
man i feel like shit. it shouldn't have happened. no, i should have stopped this. something should have stopped this. and me? not even a slap on the wrist. why...
dad picks me up at the scene and jokes to the cop, "you're not gonna put this one in handcuffs?" he's a funny man. says he hopes i learned something out of this. i say, "you know i never would have been the one. you raised me differently." but i still feel guilty anyway.
man i feel like shit. it shouldn't have happened. no, i should have stopped this. something should have stopped this. and me? not even a slap on the wrist. why...
dad picks me up at the scene and jokes to the cop, "you're not gonna put this one in handcuffs?" he's a funny man. says he hopes i learned something out of this. i say, "you know i never would have been the one. you raised me differently." but i still feel guilty anyway.