What goes up, must come down...
*begin rant*
FUCK MY LIFE!
I'm so infinitely pissed right now I could put my fist through something. I've been dealing with horrible bullshit at work that involves lawyers to try and "problem solve." Needless to say today was not a good day. Came home pissed feeling like there was absolutely no point in any of it. Just really in a shitty mood b/c I'm stuck. There is no other job for me now...I can't handle this one much longer...STUCK.
So I came home and talked/argued with my parents about said job and eventually said fuck it and went to relax. I decided it'd be a good time to check the show time for Friday. Was supposed to go see Mike Doughty...my fav solo artist ever.Been looking forward to it immensely b/c its the only thing in life thats good right now or even close to it. Contacted a friend that lives in Ann Arbor to meet up etc. Was gonna be great til I checked the ticket receipt and saw the date. OCTOBER 14th 8:00pm. AS IN TODAY, RIGHT FUCKING NOW! I already paid my $60 so I'm shit out of luck there. Sucks b/c i'm POSITIVE when I saw the show posted weeks ago it said the 16th....I remember checking the calendar and going oooh thats a friday, I can go that far on a friday. But today...nope...says the 14th. There is no way, even if I left right then, I'd make it.
I was so angry I seriously started crying about it. I understand its ultimately my fault but its just too much. I can't handle all this negative shit over and over. I know I'll get over it but its the point that nothing has gone even remotely well for me in the last year. Its not a week curse...its been over a year. No winning here. I haven't even paid the credit card bill the tickets were on. I gave up a Cedar Point trip to go to this show. Now I not only don't have the $60 but I don't get to see the show...I don't get to skip back a week to go to Cedar Point and now I also can't buy the shoes I was trying to get on sale so I could finally get a new pair.I might as well have lit the shit on fire. I'm so over it... something better change quickly b/c this is bullshit. Karma owes me something decent. I'm a pretty good employee, a pretty stellar friend and a wonderful daughter. I do everything I'm supposed to do and get NOTHING! Ugh...tired of it.
Regardless...if anyone is near Ann Arbor and wants to try to get my tickets at will call....let me know. Its at The Ark. Its a question jar show which makes it even cooler. You can see an amazing show for free. Shit...give the tickets to whoever is on the street even. It just sucks more knowing they're sitting there not being used. I can't even calm down enough to go to bed and make it go away...I hate it.
Don't worry...I'll get over it...its just the point. The secession of events is killing me. I'm ready for something good to happen...anything really.
*end rant*
FUCK MY LIFE!
I'm so infinitely pissed right now I could put my fist through something. I've been dealing with horrible bullshit at work that involves lawyers to try and "problem solve." Needless to say today was not a good day. Came home pissed feeling like there was absolutely no point in any of it. Just really in a shitty mood b/c I'm stuck. There is no other job for me now...I can't handle this one much longer...STUCK.
So I came home and talked/argued with my parents about said job and eventually said fuck it and went to relax. I decided it'd be a good time to check the show time for Friday. Was supposed to go see Mike Doughty...my fav solo artist ever.Been looking forward to it immensely b/c its the only thing in life thats good right now or even close to it. Contacted a friend that lives in Ann Arbor to meet up etc. Was gonna be great til I checked the ticket receipt and saw the date. OCTOBER 14th 8:00pm. AS IN TODAY, RIGHT FUCKING NOW! I already paid my $60 so I'm shit out of luck there. Sucks b/c i'm POSITIVE when I saw the show posted weeks ago it said the 16th....I remember checking the calendar and going oooh thats a friday, I can go that far on a friday. But today...nope...says the 14th. There is no way, even if I left right then, I'd make it.
I was so angry I seriously started crying about it. I understand its ultimately my fault but its just too much. I can't handle all this negative shit over and over. I know I'll get over it but its the point that nothing has gone even remotely well for me in the last year. Its not a week curse...its been over a year. No winning here. I haven't even paid the credit card bill the tickets were on. I gave up a Cedar Point trip to go to this show. Now I not only don't have the $60 but I don't get to see the show...I don't get to skip back a week to go to Cedar Point and now I also can't buy the shoes I was trying to get on sale so I could finally get a new pair.I might as well have lit the shit on fire. I'm so over it... something better change quickly b/c this is bullshit. Karma owes me something decent. I'm a pretty good employee, a pretty stellar friend and a wonderful daughter. I do everything I'm supposed to do and get NOTHING! Ugh...tired of it.
Regardless...if anyone is near Ann Arbor and wants to try to get my tickets at will call....let me know. Its at The Ark. Its a question jar show which makes it even cooler. You can see an amazing show for free. Shit...give the tickets to whoever is on the street even. It just sucks more knowing they're sitting there not being used. I can't even calm down enough to go to bed and make it go away...I hate it.
Don't worry...I'll get over it...its just the point. The secession of events is killing me. I'm ready for something good to happen...anything really.
*end rant*