A whole lotta nuthin...
A lot's been going on recently... And I'm not exactly sure where to start, so I'll just dump in the first thing that comes to mind...
So many things come to mind... XD I guess I'll go with alphabetical order then. o.o
Alicia. It's really hard when you try to separate yourself from your best friend. It's sort of been working... but I can't deny that there's a huge temptation to be with her every moment of my life. I'm thinking that if I keep away for a little while, then when I come back it'll be easier to just be friends, but I know it's not going to be that uncomplicated. I'm dreading the time when she moves away; yet at the same time I anticipate it more than anything. Scary.
Father. Yeah, he's been really frustrating recently. v___v;; I can't understand how he can get so mad when he has nothing to complain about!! I mean, really, I need those damn forms so I can pay for freakin' school, and when I try to make a deal he gets pissed. What the hell is that? And then he bitches if I'm not at his beck and call 24/7. Sheesh... The guy needs to find a lady to occupy his time or something... anything to take his attention away from me ^-^
Gaming. Woot!! ^-^ So the Smash Bros. Melee tournament came and went. Sadly, I didn't do so hot, but I'm glad I made such a lasting impression on Mr. C and Fear!! XD Whee~~! They were scared of me!! Still, I'm a bit disappointed I lost to them, but I knocked out a whole bunch of noobs before I bit the dust, woot... And damnit!! >.< I wanna play Guitar Hero 2 some more, and I wanna try out Wii Sports!! RAWR!! Especially Wii Boxing... oi, that looks like so much fun... o__o
School. -__-;; I feel so far behind other people my age. I'm going to be graduating at the same time Lina is... ugh, so depressing... Oh well, at least I'll have Tommy to keep me company at the rate he's going ^__^;;
Work. I was doing well. I was really doing well at this place. I was all ready to ask for my raise too... But then my father calls and insists I make it for this election meeting at the ranch downtown, so I have to tell my manager "Hey, you're stuck without a closer!" Well, there goes my raise... ;___; You don't understand how traumatized I was by this at the time: I really feel a sense of pride that I've been doing good at this job. I mean, I haven't been late too often (and if you know me well, you should know how big of a thing that is for me!), I've been learning new things... But now my boss is pissed off at me. *sigh*
?????. I don't even know why I bother hiding this. -__-; ...*sigh*... To put it plain and simple, I'm really scared. I'm scared things are going to go back to the way they used to be. I know if that happens then I'm just going to get hurt again, and... >.< Distancing myself isn't the answer, and besides, I really don't think I could do that anyways. I feel such a kinship with that person, it's almost magnetic! Is it possible for people and hearts to change?? Heh, don't answer that, 'cause I know what the answer is...
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*phew* I think that's most of the one-shot things that have been on my back recently. Besides all that, I'm super-excited for a couple of reasons. One, Chris Wright is coming back to town for a couple of weeks!! ^____^ We're gonna play tons of Smash, 'cause I gotta train him up for when he goes back to Florida!! Argh, I have so much work cut out for me... v___v;; And ooh, I'm also excited 'cause crouching-kitty's drawing another pic of Tiamat; this one is of her in her dragon form, so I'll finally get to see how she looks! ^-^ And last but not least, there's tons of movies and books coming out that I've been looking forward to, so I'll have plenty of stuff to take people out to. But ah, right now I want LazerQuest... ;___;
So many things come to mind... XD I guess I'll go with alphabetical order then. o.o
Alicia. It's really hard when you try to separate yourself from your best friend. It's sort of been working... but I can't deny that there's a huge temptation to be with her every moment of my life. I'm thinking that if I keep away for a little while, then when I come back it'll be easier to just be friends, but I know it's not going to be that uncomplicated. I'm dreading the time when she moves away; yet at the same time I anticipate it more than anything. Scary.
Father. Yeah, he's been really frustrating recently. v___v;; I can't understand how he can get so mad when he has nothing to complain about!! I mean, really, I need those damn forms so I can pay for freakin' school, and when I try to make a deal he gets pissed. What the hell is that? And then he bitches if I'm not at his beck and call 24/7. Sheesh... The guy needs to find a lady to occupy his time or something... anything to take his attention away from me ^-^
Gaming. Woot!! ^-^ So the Smash Bros. Melee tournament came and went. Sadly, I didn't do so hot, but I'm glad I made such a lasting impression on Mr. C and Fear!! XD Whee~~! They were scared of me!! Still, I'm a bit disappointed I lost to them, but I knocked out a whole bunch of noobs before I bit the dust, woot... And damnit!! >.< I wanna play Guitar Hero 2 some more, and I wanna try out Wii Sports!! RAWR!! Especially Wii Boxing... oi, that looks like so much fun... o__o
School. -__-;; I feel so far behind other people my age. I'm going to be graduating at the same time Lina is... ugh, so depressing... Oh well, at least I'll have Tommy to keep me company at the rate he's going ^__^;;
Work. I was doing well. I was really doing well at this place. I was all ready to ask for my raise too... But then my father calls and insists I make it for this election meeting at the ranch downtown, so I have to tell my manager "Hey, you're stuck without a closer!" Well, there goes my raise... ;___; You don't understand how traumatized I was by this at the time: I really feel a sense of pride that I've been doing good at this job. I mean, I haven't been late too often (and if you know me well, you should know how big of a thing that is for me!), I've been learning new things... But now my boss is pissed off at me. *sigh*
?????. I don't even know why I bother hiding this. -__-; ...*sigh*... To put it plain and simple, I'm really scared. I'm scared things are going to go back to the way they used to be. I know if that happens then I'm just going to get hurt again, and... >.< Distancing myself isn't the answer, and besides, I really don't think I could do that anyways. I feel such a kinship with that person, it's almost magnetic! Is it possible for people and hearts to change?? Heh, don't answer that, 'cause I know what the answer is...
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*phew* I think that's most of the one-shot things that have been on my back recently. Besides all that, I'm super-excited for a couple of reasons. One, Chris Wright is coming back to town for a couple of weeks!! ^____^ We're gonna play tons of Smash, 'cause I gotta train him up for when he goes back to Florida!! Argh, I have so much work cut out for me... v___v;; And ooh, I'm also excited 'cause crouching-kitty's drawing another pic of Tiamat; this one is of her in her dragon form, so I'll finally get to see how she looks! ^-^ And last but not least, there's tons of movies and books coming out that I've been looking forward to, so I'll have plenty of stuff to take people out to. But ah, right now I want LazerQuest... ;___;